One tear.

Room full of people

giggles and dignified laughter

many pleasantries

many more indifferences

a polite question

brusque excusal

stunned audience

embarrassed self

long meditation on what we said wrong

many marlboros

an hour of walk

no death of gentle restlessness

”winter” by múm

a flowing burn on left face

cold and surprising

but understanding and sympathasing

one tear!